Monday, September 14, 2015

कुछ शब्द जो हमारे होंठो के बीच में गूँज के रह जाते है, कई बार हम उनका मतलब खुद  नहीं जानते पर हमारा मन सब जनता है.

We trust God, God trust us........ i never try to be a better human being, spread love and happiness. Every time i think about myself  "i  confused". About my behaviour, my thinking and my words.
What i am going to do and what i am actually doing. No margins for me.... I am a runner, actually everybody is a runner but in different ways. But me is a total mess!!!!

From years i m here on earth, moving round and round like life, no destination only rounds.
People here are yelling, screaming, laughing, fighting even murdering, but finally doing nothing, giving nothing, and getting nothing........

Is there anyone?

God please don't trust us,, help urself .

Friday, April 17, 2015

I have all the way to write my future

खूब निभेगी हम दोनों में , मेरे जैसा तू भी है।  थोड़ा झूठा मैं भी ठहरा ,थोड़ा झूठा तू भी है।
जंग आना की हार ही जाना बेहतर  है अब लड़ने से, मैं भी हूँ टूटा टूटा सा , बिखरा बिखरा तू भी है।

I am not a very "shero shayari " type person,,, actually i am not. But sometimes they make me feel smile. I live in past ,,in dreams mostly. And i always think may be i could change them, rub them, write something new, my destiny ,,the way i wanted it. But what matters is the present.

 I have all the way to write my future, color it, sketch it..but what i want is to change what was never i could.

chandaniya toh baras fir kyu mere hath andhere lg gaye re re...... jism ye kya khokhli sipi rooh ka moti hai tu..o mahiya tere sitam tere karam dono lootere lag gaye reee.
Most of the people do exactly what i am trying.... but from now i decided to outline something new, a colour of  fortune that describes me.  That dosent means i am actually able to ,,i am just trying, may be i could may be not :).

Monday, April 6, 2015

ए जिंदगी पीछे खींच मुझको .................................

ए जिंदगी पीछे खींच मुझको की मेरी परछाइयाँ मुझे बुलाती हैं , मैं जाना तो नहीं चाहती हूँ  मगर वो अक्सर मुझे रुलाती है।  एक वक़्त था जब सौगातों से भरा था मेरा दामन आज बस आग  है जो उस दामन को जलाती है।

I accepted the way my life is, actually everyone accepted the way it goes bcaz there is nothing we can do with it. And when it comes to me, my life was great in way that i thought why God choosen me for the best.

It was all fake,, one day that dream breaks someone stole my heart beats. Everyone comes to know that truth of life misery , may be after that you will be more alert but your soul never accepts that change of pain.
In life struggling going on,, sometime ups sometime downs but what i think what for we are running ??

For love, marriage, children, money, luxury, parents............... My soul is restless and a ques WHY ME?

मैंने अक्सर वो ख़्वाब देखे जिन्हे पूरा ना होना था , खो गए वो जज़्बात जिन्हे खोना ना था। 
हर पल ढूढ़ती है मेरी नज़र उन रास्तों को ,  जिन पर अब किसी को होना ना था।